01.30.10 - 7:03 a.m.

Youre still not here

When you said

you were leaving

you werent joking.

I suppose I am at fault

I take that blame fully

Knowing what I know

of your words

that were meant

for my ears alone...

I miss you

I miss the 3 am banterings

the

4AM bursts...oh how clever

you were to hide such

things that brought

a blush to these jaded

cheeks.

Funny this. Sparked

by another one's gushings

brought forth the feelings

and wantings and musings

that we shared.

You were Westley.

I wasnt listening and

I didnt hear it

I hear it now. I taste

it now with every little

drag of the cigarette

that I took in the rain

at 6:51 in the morning.

I miss you.

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